My first post!!!

Okay so I have been thinking about blogging for a little while now but when I visit these blogs with a million followers and a million sponsors it is rather intimidating! I have been putting it off simply because of the fear of failing, but I got over that and thought I would give it a try!  As I said in my intro I have some craziness coming up in my life, some good and some scary! I received a call this morning that mu insurance approved my spinal fusion and that they want to schedule this in the nest few weeks!! Spinal fusion? YES SPINAL FUSION and I am only 28!! ahhh On a happier more exciting note my husband and I turned in our applications this weekend at our church for a missions trip to India in July/August that I am realllllllly excited about! My life is absolutely chaotic! I call it beautiful chaos. That is my way of trying to stay positive and keep from having a meltdown at any moment in time! haha..seriously though. I have a VERY busy life, a lot going on, two VERY busy, high energy kids and a ton of friends and family that never leave me with a dull moment. So I have to try and stay upbeat about it all! Speaking of busy, I have a VERY busy mind. I never stop thinking, over analyzing, critiquing, observing and everything else in between. It is exhausting and I think that typing some of it out and getting it out of my crazy head will be extremely therapeutic! I have a lot to say and I am hoping that someone out there may be interested in the craziness that comes out of my mouth! :)